Gratitude corner

Gratitude Corner: March

The one thing I am grateful for this month is something I pray was true for Muslims around the world. My gratitude post this month is accompanied with a lot of guilt for having the good fortune to live in a Muslim country that is both developed and safe for women.

Not long ago, I lived in Manchester, taught in Bury and commuted to Sheffield to study my MA. What’s more, I was pregnant. I knew that having life growing inside me, being vulnerable and in need of extra care would make absolutely zero difference to some psycho whose main aim was to attack or kill me because I was visibly Muslim. Hate crimes against young girls have only grown since then. I remember anxiety ridden nights leading up to the summer of 2017 when I knew we’d be flying back; acid attacks were the latest trending weapon of choice against Muslims. And we’ve all heard of the Punish a Muslim day.

This month, I have thought about a student of mine who witnessed and survived the terrorist massacre at an army school in Peshawar. And in light of the New Zealand attack, I have thought about how lucky I have been in the sense that the UK and Qatar do not have lax rules surrounding gun ownership. Although I have attended many a training session as a teacher, I have never had to attend one about how to deal with an armed shooter entering a school.

With the conflict in Kashmir flaring up again, I have thought about how blessed I am to not be stuck in an occupied, army-controlled land where going about your normal everyday life is an invitation to be killed, raped, kidnapped, or tortured.

This month has been full of pain. My thoughts and prayers are with the victims of hate crimes.

 

4 thoughts on “Gratitude Corner: March”

  1. It hurts. It truly hurts. Just a day ago, I was coming back from my parents home, driving at 1 am, alone and it hit me. Not everyone has this security and freedom. Just to be able to go out on your own is such a blessing.

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  2. I share this almost guilt-ridden sense of gratitude for relative security that I know many Muslims around the world do not have. Just yesterday, I was reading a couple of vignettes about women who have survived so many deplorable acts of violence – I can’t even write them down because I don’t want to add on to the pain. I know this may sound somewhat crass to say this, but those people who suffer so much in this life I know will make it through qiyamah easily. Justice does not end in this world; it will be fully implemented by the greatest Judge in the next life, Insha’Allah.

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    1. You’re right…crass as it may be sometimes that is the only thing that keeps us going, the knowledge that this world is temporary and that Allah will never let any pain go unrewarded 💔 in sha Allah

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